Today, I’m just grateful for being alive. Death is scary and hard to think about. The finality of it especially. The people from CHS who pass away early affect me more than I think they would. Most of them I’ve had at least one interaction with, but when I hear the news the room freezes, and incredible sadness enters my body. Some confusion too I think. Then I sit there scrolling through the news feed reading every post about them, usually making me even more sad. I hope wherever they are that they are in peace.